Bring the King within You to meet the 13 faces of your Inner Feminine & the Goddess to deepen your innerstanding, your presence, and your authenticity.
Learn to live from a sense of wholeness, grounded in Soul Esteem, cultivating relationships with other sovereign humans.
This is the essence of the Inner Marriage.
The Thirteen Moon Mystery School Entering the Feminine Mysteries is filled with initiatory experiences designed to open to you to discover & live from this place within You.
This is not a course or a program.
This is a 13-month alchemical process in which you will expand and refine your awareness, discover soul embodiment, and from that place, create more loving, genuine connections, beginning with your relationship to yourself.
The four pillars of this work are:
Inner Alchemy: the process of transmuting lead of the subconscious into gold.
Inner Marriage: the reunion & rebalancing of all polarities within You.
Divine Feminine Activations: the recalibration to the natural lunar cycles & the 13 faces of Goddess Consciousness hidden within every human.
Initiation & Rites of Passage: the esoteric curriculum your Soul will lead you through in each of the 13 thresholds you consciously choose to cross.
Held in a container of trained focalizers and focalizer apprentices, you’ll begin to shift your awareness from the mundane to the soulful/archetypal. You’ll recalibrate your vision so that you can see your life from new angles and altitudes, and make new choices that align you with your deepest purpose.
In this container, you’ll experience how powerful it can be when you allow yourself to be seen, and how easily you connect once you do. You will naturally recalibrate your actions to align with your Essence Self.
Whether you’ve done men’s, women’s, or ceremonial work before, this is an experience like no other and one that will forever change the course of your life.
What is Inner Marriage?
You may well be aware that you have two polarities, male and female, solar and lunar, that live within you. But have you considered that bringing these polarities into balanced union within you, is one of the primary steps taught in a Mystery School for rapid spiritual evolution?
Have you considered that working with your inner polarity is a powerful means that can create much more fulfillment within you and and in your present relationships?
Join us for a year-long initiation through the 13 Faces of the Divine Feminine dedicated to the embodied experience of reunion with your inner feminine (your anima, your lunar aspects).
The solar or masculine face of God is the version of the Divine most prevalent in our culture, and in this paradigm, the feminine aspects of the Goddess are hidden-both within and beyond your awareness.
The journey of inner alchemy over thirteen moons will reveal both the ways “she” has been hidden from your awareness or has been outpicturing in your life in toxic or unconscious ways. By bringing the light of your awareness to these parts, you expand your capacity for embodying unconditional love, illuminate the gifts hidden within those shadow aspects of your relationship with the feminine, and deepen your intuition by re-establishing your direct connection with the Goddess as a Priest or Knight Templar.
The Grail Legend is not just a myth of a chalice lost “out there,” but about the inner quest a man takes to seek and discover the Divine Feminine within him.
Seek, and you shall discover.
Surrender, and you shall receive.
Experience unity consciousness by merging these two aspects of Self, stepping into your Soul’s embodiment and finding a new level of wholeness within.
This is the true foundation of Sacred Union.
Uniting Above & Below,
Shadow & Light,
Masculine & Feminine,
Solar & Lunar.
“Beings are not seeking so much to be completed or possessed by someone else, but to be satisfied and whole within themselves. The fantasy of being completed and fulfilled by someone else is fast crumbling. So what is emerging to take its place?
Inner Union.
This union first addresses becoming whole within yourself, before looking to find another being with whom you can share your wholeness. This new form of relationship is based on wholeness and mutual spiritual growth."
How does this occur?
Through ritual and ceremony in a small group of initiates all stepping more fully onto the path of self-love, you will be led deeper into connection and healing.
Your mind operates as a tracking beam by only “seeing” the images of what it most fears or desires. Thus, the process of disidentifying with the idealized or feared images that have polarized in your mind, begins to drain the power out of them.
This is the beginning of the work in the alchemical marriage.
Each face or archetype of the Goddess will reveal to you where you hold the most unconscious or subconscious aversions or desires. Each face holds a particular phase in the alchemical process, which will illuminate and transform those attractions and repulsions into a higher harmonic within you so that you no longer project them onto your relationships “out there”.
"Though we are born into a focus of one polarity or the other, as a male or female, we contain both polarities within us. These two are divinely designed to seek resolution, integration and union, rather than remain separate.
In Alchemy, they are called Sol (the King) on the electric right side, and Luna (the Queen) on the magnetic left, who can, when integrated, create an alchemical transmutation and rebirth of a higher order of being that is neither and both…the spiritual androgyne.
Inner Wholeness implies healing perceptions that operate out of fear that separates, judges, competes, makes right or wrong. Rather, as we choose to consciously move toward wholeness within, we naturally begin to cooperate, commune and harmonize, which inevitably leads us into the expanded awareness and embodiment of Unity Consciousness."
-Ariel Spilsbury, The Inner Marriage: Heiros Gamos
This is the Initiation of Fire upon Water.
Join us if you dare to unite these two elements within yourself.
Transpersonal/Archetypal Work
Archetypal work is a deeply healing, transformative path of self-realization that is, by nature, focused both on the self and the collective simultaneously. Personal development is not for the personal sake, but so that the person becomes a vehicle of service for the whole.
Archetypes can be studied through the intellect, in depth psychology work such as led by Carl Jung and James Hillman. Archetypes, however, can also be embodied through practices beyond the linear mind, and their energetics can be harnessed for healing the very fabric of collective consciousness while deeply transforming the life of the being who undertakes it.
It is an advanced curriculum in soul evolution, by which the soul becomes embodied and starts to shift aspects of the personality that were built upon coping mechanisms or anything less than love. Archetypes exist beyond time and space, therefore their energy can be invoked and harnessed through many sacred technologies and deeply impact the life of those who choose to work with them.
In archetypal work, we begin to see our lives from a mythic level–through the lens of the soul rather than the small mind or ego’s perspective. This opens up a much wider horizon in which to explore both many existential questions as well as life paths that may not have been available prior to saying yes to this path.
Because archetypes transcend time and space, and are larger patterns woven within consciousness, they are “worked with” and accessed in what may appear to be ancient ways: rituals, rites of passage, sound, color, shape, mythology. The Divine Feminine lens of perception holds 13 archetypes or faces of the Goddess-as She represents the anima, or feminine aspect of every individual, usually held in the unconscious or subconscious. Archetypal energy of the feminine is felt through the element of water, the planet of the moon, which flows and changes form, embodies the mystery of life that cannot be explained through linear mind.
Therefore, when undertaking archetypal work with the Divine Feminine, you are consciously saying “yes” to traversing new territory within yourself that has previously been hidden from you. You will begin to cultivate a conscious relationship with your inner feminine (anima) and re-balance any aspects of you that may be overly solar or toxic in its masculinity (animus). You will still hold the polarity you choose to embody, however you can embody it more fully, consciously and health-fully. You will also be able to embody your masculinity with more compassion for the feminine aspect of consciousness, therefore dancing more masterfully with her.
You will also learn to engage with life from a new lens of perception, deepening your capacity to trust in the mystery and learn through gnosis or embodied wisdom, rather than seeking to find knowledge to explain that which is, in essence, paradoxical in the very nature of life itself.
Shadows into Gifts
Every human comes into alchemical work with his own inner “nigredo” or lead that s/he desires to transmute. Those thoughts, feelings, and challenges s/he wishes to receive the gifts of as they refine within their awareness.
You will quickly discover that you’re not alone, as there are patterns in consciousness we are drawn to heal, not only for ourselves as individuals, but within collective consciousness, which is why we call inner alchemy the Great Work.
Some of the shadow themes that come up among participants to transmute are:
Struggle & Expectation
Unworthiness & Self Doubt
Abandonment Wounds
Over-Responsibility
Issues of Scarcity & Limitation (‘Not Enoughness’)
Addiction to Avoid Emptiness
Escapism from Feelings
Perfectionism
Victim-Thinking
Unresolved Anger & Rage
Issues with Power/Powerlessness
Blame
Indecisiveness & Creative Blocks
Competitiveness & Comparison
Insecurity
Survival Issues, Unresolved Shame & Guilt
Judgment
Power & Control in the Ego
Mental Complexity
Core Layers of Self-Worth
Self-Sabotage
Lack of Trust
Betrayal Wounds
And these are Gifts that Emerge from facing these Shadows & Transmuting them. Much more than a conceptual “idea” of these gifts, you will receive an embodied knowing of what these characteristics feel like within you. The imprint they offer have the capability to live from these states of being and shift the choices you make through conscious, aligned action:
Peace
Death & Rebirth
Authenticity
Grace
Freedom
Unconditional Love
Nurturance
Adoration
Compassion
Humility
Equanimity
Balance
Flow
Intuition
Liberation
Transformation
Purification
Sovereignty
Spiritual Warriorship
Impeccability
Reclaimed Innocence
Creativity
Wonder
Sensitivity
Mythical Perception
Free Expression
Sensory Adept
Gratitude
Intimacy
Empowerment
Discernment
Truth
Clarity
True Power
Quantum Leap
Heart Knowing
Acceptance
Resonance
Confidence
"If Sinead O'Connor became a Priest, why can't I become a Priestess? Through this work, I’m shattering dualistic identity and stretching to see beyond any veils we still hold.
“This work is about humans, not divine masculine or divine feminine, but transforming humans into becoming more rounded embodied souls in a nameless initiation in sacred facilitation beyond gender."
“I bow to the 13 Moon Mystery School as an honoring of the fact that the place to go, as if in ancient times, to study the Divine Feminine, is the Priestess temple.”
What You’ll Receive:
Ceremonies: Each month, you will gather with the entire circle of men & women in 2 online ceremonies that invoke the archetypal presence you will work with for that moon cycle. Ceremonies are 3.5-4 hours in length and will include embodied movement practices, meditations, guided inquiries, rituals and dance.
Small groups: During those ceremonies, you will have opportunities to meet with smaller groups within the circle to share and witness others to reveal the deeper patterns emerging.
Connection Calls: You will also have “Connection Calls” led by Initiates in Devotion, where you will get to know one another more deeply and have a chance for sharing how each archetype is revealing itself in your life.
There is an opportunity for connection each week online, seasonal immersions in person and an ongoing telegram communication thread as well as 1:1 mentoring or allyship.
Curriculum & Resources: The printed 13 Moon Oracle or The Alchemy of Ecstasy are required materials to engage in this curriculum, as they are the source text for the practicum you will experience. You will also be supported by online mindfood, rituals, guided meditations and other supplemental offerings to take you deeper in your own explorations.
Ongoing support & community
Monthly Connection Calls: Receive time for shared reflection on a video call with your participant group, led by a focalizer apprentice skilled at holding space for reflection.
Telegram Communication: Uniting the various levels of awareness & weaving together the transpersonal and personal is a large part of the ongoing integration of this Soul Work. You will be held in a private telegram communication thread-one for those of your gender and one for the entire circle, so that you have opportunities to reflect on all that’s arising for you or what initiatory gates you are passing through in your own life’s circumstances each month.
1:1 Menorship & Additional Support: Should you need or desire additional support, the Focalizers & Focalizer Apprentices will be available for you to set up 1:1s with each month or as needed. Often, these sessions can help you move through a breakthrough or receive a specific piece of guidance that is meant just for you.
Allyship: You will also be paired with other initiates throughout the 13-month journey so that you can cultivate your Priest/ess skills, learn to hold space for one another, and discover how to hone your intuition and insight. These ally relationships have the power to create entirely new imprints for how you relate throughout your life: with loved ones, colleagues, friends and partners.
The Sacred Technologies
Online & in-person ceremonies
Sacred theater & ritual
Breathwork & somatic healing
Guided, open-eyed meditations
Mudra & mantra
Journaling & reflection
Sharing circles
*All of the technology is based upon the source text The Alchemy of Ecstasy: an Initiates Guide to the
Feminine Mysteries by Ariel Spilsbury and the 13 Moon Mystery School Training brought through by her.
"You will always be met with the purest reflection of love and Truth when working with Greyson in any capacity. What makes Greyson special in her work is her impeccable ability to hold space for anyone, but specifically men journeying into the always powerful and sometimes scary realms of the archetypal Feminine energies within all of us.
As a woman, Greyson carries with her a full embodiment of joy, creativity and love and as an ordained priestess + leader of the 13 Moon Mystery school, she carries with her the strongest levels of integrity, unconditional love and Truth that I have come across. Simply being in her field and the field of her 13 moon work has the ability to catalyze significant transformation at the deepest levels of the psyche and since she has journeyed through them herself, she is more than qualified to guide and support others through their own archetypal journey.
I highly recommend Greyson for all of her work because of the pureness of her heart, her own life journey which she draws from and the integrity from which she stands."
-Robert S.
Meet the 13 Sacred Feminine Archetypes
Four Primary Archetypes of the Mature Masculine have been named and studied as: The Lover, the King, the Magician and the Father….however, in this experience, you will explore the feminine aspects of consciousness, embodied through the Mysteries of the following Mythologies.
Great Mother
(Masculine Counterparts: Cronus, Enki)
January 31 - February 27, 2025
Surrender into Her Cosmic Waters of Nurturance, Gratitude & Unconditional Love
Goddess of Compassion
(Male Counterparts: Melampus)
February 28 - March 27, 2025
Discover Compassion & Activate the Bodhisattva Within through Mudra, Mantra & Yantra
Priest/ess
(Male Counterparts: Shiva, Poseidon, Blue Medicine Buddha, Krishna)
March, 28 - April 24, 2025
Learn to Amplify in Stillness as the Oracle as You Bathe in the Waters of Remembrance
Creator Destroyer Preserver
(Masculine Counterparts: Prometheus)
April 25 - May 22, 2025
Purify & Liberate with Sacred Anger as You Learn to Focus Your Energy & Destroy Illusions
Lady of Communion
(Male Counterparts: Green Man, Cerrunos, Pan, Stag King, Oak King)
May 23 - June 19, 2025
Embody Sovereignty as You Rebalance Your Inner Masculine & Feminine, Coming into Harmony with all of Nature
Muse
(Male Counterparts: Divine Child, Mercury/Hermes)
June 20 - July 17, 2025
Remember the Power of Play as You Activate the Sacred Gifts of Your Holy Innocent Child
Goddess of Love
(Male Counterparts: Eros)
July 18 - August 14, 2025
Deepen Your Presence through the Senses as You Fulfill Your Divine Desire for True Self-Love
Primal Goddess
(Male Counterparts: Dionysus)
August 15 - September 11, 2025
Liberate Yourself from unconscious patterns of Limitation, Discovering the Wild Wo/Man Within
Initiator
(Male Counterparts: Thoth, Chiron)
September 12 - October 9, 2025
Step into Full Authenticity as You Align with Truth & Take a Quantum Leap towards Your True Nature
Wise Wo/man
(Male Counterparts: Merlin, Asclepius)
October 10 - November 6, 2025
Return to the Source of Your Inner Wisdom through Humor, Heart Knowing & Medicine Ways
Weaver Dreamer
(Male Counterparts: Endymion)
November 7 - December 4, 2025
Expand Your Perception to the Mythic Self You Came to Embody, Weaving a New Reality for Self & All
Queen of Death
(Male Counterparts: Osiris, Pluto/Hades, Anubis)
December 5 - January 1, 2025
Release in Trust as You Set Sail across the River Styx & Shed Layers of Past Paradigms
Alchemical Goddess
(Male Counterparts: Apollo, Quetzalcoatl)
January 2 - 29, 2025
Ecstatically Enter the Portal of Rebirth through the Peacock’s Tail, Embodying the Alchemist Who Transmutes Lead into Gold